I have been asking for quite some time now what is my medicine. Today I had a little mini breakdown and surrendered to the Divine. The universe spoke!!
I asked for a symbol and this is what I painted this morning. I see an eye quite a bit when I meditate. AND then what I found in my email today!
People can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves. Work on becoming the best version of yourself; then will you attract others who are blooming, into your life. Heal yourself first.
Ishvara pranidhana Surender to the divine unfolding Surrender to the divine surrounding Surrender & observe Surrender to God
And in testing up what I need today, HELLO! This is so ME, flitting from one thing to another! I’ve always said I am a jack of all trades, master of none!
Clarity of Direction
Wild Oat promotes an inner certainty about the vocational direction of one’s life. Those in need of Wild Oat have not yet connected with the inner direction of their Soul that would give them clarity on the direction of their chosen life path. They are often strongly ambitious people with many talents and gifts but as they lack a strong inner sense of how to use them tend to end up flitting from one thing to another. A state of uncertainty that means they are endlessly searching in the outer world for the ‘right’ direction when the answer is actually within themselves.
And then in today’s Daily OM . . .
Maybe you are using a desire you can’t fulfill to distract you from truly engaging the blessings you already have.
A year ago I embarked on my Color of Woman Intentional Creativity teacher training. It helped me through my first year as a widow, pouring myself into writings, the canvas, and holding space with my COW sisters. In the middle or I should say toward the end of the training I moved. The move consumed all my energy and time. When I was finally in my new home I lost my focus and did not graduate in November. I was so close, only a few more assignments left but I was tired emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually. I left my home where I spent my entire married life, the home my husband took his last breath in, and moved to a completely new location. I took an extension, not truly knowing if I would complete my training, and I am so thankful I did!!!
Believe in yourself, your gifts, your purpose. My initiate book is being printed, I have finished the last three writing assignments. The moon is a waxing gibbous moon! Wow! Your secret medicine is budding, fruit is forming, take time to notice adjust and refine!!!
Below is an excerpt from today’s Daily OM that arrived in my mailbox. This really hit HOME. In the last week I’ve been told by several people that I am an inspiration, my creations have energy. For over a year now and especially these past couple of weeks I’ve been asking and asking and asking what is my purpose and BOOM people have been telling me and I haven’t been HEARING it. Inspiration, my creations have energy, they feel it, they see it. And the other morning I woke up with “this little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine” playing over and over and over again in my head!! I finally HEARD the ANSWER!
I am a deep SOUL HE-ARTIST. My gift is shining the light.
“As we live our lives in this world, we share our energy and our spirit with the people around us in numerous ways. Our influence touches their lives and, through them, touches the lives of many more people. When we strive to live our lives to the fullest and to become our true selves, we are doing something big on an inner level, and that is more than enough to make sense of our being here on this planet at this time. There is no need to hold ourselves to an old idea in the back of our minds that we need to make headlines or single-handedly save the world in order to validate our existence.”